Late Night Sleep

I was sleeping on the floor last night and hugging my Zeta Pi hoodie to sleep. I actually feel so relax and fall asleep fast. Guess it's because of the hoodie and the smell it have. It makes me feel like as thou I was hugging your Bilabong hoodie with that smell of yours.

The whole of last night makes me feel as thou I had went back in time, when we both lied to stay over at East Coast Park with your YEP friends in a tent all by our self. I still remember that sleepy look of yours, the small tiny eyes of your when you took off your specs looking and staring hard at me as thou I owe you something and you're trying to make me give you a ....

I really miss those days but by now I know that such things will never happen between you and me again. Cause we're just strangers who crossed by each other's path and know each other very well. Two more days to two years and if you do read my blog I think you know what I meant.

2K???

What's the big deal about having 2k in your bank account when you don't get what you want and what you want is priceless? To me, I'm happy I've got that sum of money to prepare myself for the rainy days but still I'm not as happy as before I came to poly. I think some of you might know what's the reasons, it's not that I don't have really good and close friends around me. It's just what I want is always far and unreachable and when I'm about to give up it just led me on.

Seriously 2k is really no big deal. If you want it you earn it and save it, and stop poking fun of me about what I've. It's not funny and sometimes it's just damn irritating, it's like I worked so hard to save that amount of money and is it that funny? You're not me, you won't understand how much it meant to me but I know my brother knew. Cause you people just don't know how it's like to grew up in a you don't really get to save your pocket money childhood.

The Good Old Time

Was chatting with pig the other day and I miss my secondary school class.
I miss the good old days with my class especially during Chinese lesson where all the guys talk dirty jokes during lesson, we as a class make teacher angry, had fun disturbing the teachers I just miss those days...

I miss cycling at ECP with Yue Xiu while tanning at the same time.
I miss sitting down at Mac at Clementi with Qi Mei to catch up with each other.
I miss disturbing Farveen, Priya and Shu Hua in school.
I miss cycling with Xue Zhi and Zheng Rong in the evening at ECP.
I miss going to Botanica Garden with Jia Wen, Kai and Xue Zhi to do our photography work.
I miss going to the board game room in the library with Group11.
I miss having lunch with Group11.
I miss watching Princess Diaries with Kai in the library.
I miss the time I whine and be grouchy in front of you and you will still hug me.
I miss watching movies with you when you'll just put your arms around me and make sure I don't feel cold.
I miss talking on the phone with you when you will always play songs on the guitar and sing to me.
I miss cam whoring with you wherever we go out together.
I miss a lot of things that I know I can't name some of it.=)

Holding my breath I pray.
I made some wishes.
One.
Two.
Three.

Shhhh...

Illness??

I've been thinking about this issue for a few weeks since I watched some tv drama series like last month or the month before. I was actually thinking, if I'm kind of down with some illness I'll choose to fight the war alone. Just don't want to be a burden to the person I like.

Feeling Down

This few days I've been feeling down part of the reason is due to my common test results. I think this is the worst common test results I get in my past 12 years of studying. This isn't a good thing neither am I proud of it.

Other than this there is something else that makes me feel down too. People close to me or know me well should know what is it. =) Shan't talk much about it here like what I told Pui Shan the other day, this place is no longer a safe place cause I know you read it.=)