An Expected Break Up

I kind of expected that this will happen between me and him. Soon enough my gut feeling is right. Even if he didn't say he want a break up I'm going to do it after my birthday it's because of the way he treat me. I'm a human being I have brain to think and have feeling... It's rather obvious that you change a lot after you're back from Laos. Anyway I had enough, I have to listen to you while you don't even listen to me. I'm a human not a robot where I have to listen to your order. It's a little disappointed to part ways like that but maybe it's time to do it. You always have no time to accompany me and never support what I like to do. It hurts me when you say no to my request on things I love to do in the past and my friends complaint that I'm not as bubbly as before when I'm with you. Perharps it's a relieve for both of us whereby you don't have to force yourself to do things you don't like. May we still be friends and God bless you.

A little something for you. It's a feeling I have when I'm with you.

2007 Resolution

2006 Resolution Check List

1. Get good results for prelim and 'O' Level just like the way my 'N' Level result.
Result haven't come out yet and may God bless me to get good grades...

2. Be more confident when giving commands and instruction.
Kind of manage to did that. Thanks to Jia Hao. =)

3. Be Class Chairperson for 1 last year.
I did it...=) Being the Class Chairperson for 3years...

4. Think positive.(Hope i can do it.)
Don't think I did this...I'm still very cynic. =(

5. Stop scolding F-word and stuff.(Can I control my temper that well???)
Seldom say F-word after knowing my dar coz i cannot say in front of him...hehe...while others I still do. So afterall not that bad.

6. Be more soft spoken.(Can I?)
Not really...

7. Don't let others people's comment affect my feeling and mood.
Still not that bad. Can say I did it.

8. Be more hardworking.
Yes I am. It's all because of 'O' Level.

9. Lose as much weight as possible.(To be able to fit into my dream tube-dress.)
I've been gaining weight ever since I'm with him. Because we kind of always go out and eat and also my 'O' Level that I don't really have time to go and excerise. =x

10. Get attached after my damn 'O' Level.(hehe...i sound as if I'm a despo...)
Yes, I am and it's before my damn 'O' Level.=X


This year's Resolution will be those that i didn't do last year.

1. Lose as much weight as possible.(To be able to fit into my dream tube-dress and to be healthier so I can ask him to excerise.=) )

2. Spend more time with my family, friends and him.=)

3. Think Positive.

4. Get into my dream course.

5. Earn more money during holiday, weekend or part-time job.

6. Be more hard working and get bursary=$$.

7. Be more soft spoken.

8. Join some company to be a camp instructor.

9. Spend more time with Dad to help him to recover soon.

10. Pick up a new sports or something new.