Death

To me death is just another path which we will take in life. In short I'm not afraid of death but there's a lot of things I haven't done yet. Like what I always tell my classmates, I don't want to die so young cause I haven't get a boyfriend yet. What a joke right? Haha... But still death is just a start of another better life somewhere.

Perhaps the only thing that I'll not leave in peace is like my family members and also a regret of not telling ... something. =)

In short, if anything happen to me, don't be sad coz I'm leaving for somewhere better.=)

Quiet Time

Told Kit Yee how I feel about being at the flyer just now, was waiting for Jerm and XZ to come and I told her how I felt standing at that point I was standing when I look down to the new F1 night racing track.

Looking back like 2 years ago, it's just some park with some street lamp at the side and a park like pavement. Now it's a F1 racing track with the flyer by the side. Time have fly past fast and unknowingly for the past 2 years...

Thank you for being there for me two years ago...

Random..

She said that he've got an ideal boyfriend look
I agree...
I think he've got an ideal boyfriend body build
She didn't say much
I don't know...
I'm just being random now...
Argh....
Stressed....
Study....

The Name Bala...

Do anyone of you remember when you're in primary school doing some mathematics questions or some problem solving questions. You always see this name BALA. I was so use to this name that I thought it's just a name my teachers made it up like some other simple name Jack, John or Sam.

Guess what... I saw this Indian guy in army uniform on my bus journey to school and his name is BALA. I was thinking, so Bala is really a person name not something that's made up just to write some crap on the question paper.

Pissed...

Perhaps I'm just asking too much from you and not wanting to hear the other side of the story of you not making it to go out with me. But do you know how happy was I when I saw you in the library the other day? You know how happy was I when you asked me out? Do you know how it felt like to be send to cloud nine and thrown all the way down when you say you can't go out with me?

Maybe I'm just asking too much from you. Sometimes I just felt so tired about it that I shall just stop everything and ... Nothing is EVER. You will never understand how I feel. =( For the first time I teared...