Friday, September 16, 2005

The Fear

There is a certain kind of fear which started to grow in my heart no matter what others say, I 'm still feeling lost. I know there are people out there giving me support like my English teacher, my classmate especially Wee Ling and someone special out there.

Maybe that is why I'm feeling frighten and not wanting to go out there and start anew. Having this feeling isn' good. I HATE THE FEELING, it's kind of no one give a damn about my futher.

After getting my English paper yesterday I'm getting more frighten and the feeling of fear grew even stronger. I'm afraid that I might not make it for next year, I'm not trying to be cynic but I'm starting to be afraid. No one is by my side until I tell them.It's really frightening to be alone.