Paranoia

I'm starting to be Paranoia. I vacuum the floor twice in my room and I still feel that it is very dusty. Kasinah say I'm being paranoid, Qi mei say I'm not a clean freak and Yue Xiu say i think too much. Don't know just feel that the room is damn dirty and dusty even after cleaning up.

Just now asked him something that I've been thinking for a long time. Guess what is the answer from him....MUST SEE HOW is the answer I got from him...fine with me...I'm not going to admit anything when the answer is him...

Surprise

Yesterday I gave someone a Surprise=p.Yue Xiu and I went to Suntec to look for Jun Ye. I think he is not that bad looking so cute. Last night, I was chatting with him on the phone. Then everytime I will play The Reason when we are chatting on the phone. He asked me if I'm thinking of my ex...? Erm...I'm not thinking of my ex...coz I don't evem have any. I suddenly say you want to be my bf ar??? Then he say you want meh???? I'm kind of lost lor words so in the end we kept quiet for a while. Then he told me what he did today and the mistake he did...hehe=x charge people cheaper... hehe=x.

I was listening to An Jing then started to think of many things. Started to think about the heritage tour, and how my cadets treat me like i'm invisible. No one talk to me. Everyone talk among themselves, no one talk to me. I hate that feeling but no one care... all of them think of themselves only... And if you try to tell me that we are one big family I don't take that and I don't believe it man...