What I'm Thinking...

"N" Level coming soon got the list of subject of what I'm doing and also the date of the paper. Chinese paper is first so was like I'm now left with less then 6months to prepare for it next will be Social Studies. Which means I'll have to start mugging from now.

I hate to sms people when they don't even bother to reply the sms, so for what the hell am I messaging the person when they don't even bother to reply it. And it's really stepping onto my nerves.

I don't really like Wei Hao cause it's like what's the big deal about me sitting with my buddy francis or enkai in class is there any problem you are not happy about it. I don't find a way for you to make such a big fuse about it, as I we know the relationship between me and him is just buddies like brothers and sisters.

Was reading about "Dear Kelly" column on a magazine, find it quite true about something. (Find out yourself if you are curious.) Then wrote Qi Mei a letter too hehe think communication in this way is fun don't have to face each other.

Some stuff I know I shall not ask or say much about things that is happening around me so I'll just keep quiet and not ask or say let the answer come out when it's time hehe=x.

I'm out of my mind

I'm now in a dilemma who cares about it. But I didn't know that someone have been thinking about something that I didn't know. He admitted that the person with 6 letter in the name is me lolz. Not surprise at all =x because it's very obvious.

Anyway the person know who he is don't need me to say anymore things know it in your heart can already.

Many things happen in the past few days didn't talk much in school except talking to da jie, qi mei, xiao mei and asking teacher things other time I'll always keep my mouth shut.

What I've Been Doing...

Have been thinking of a lot of things today don't know why. Thinking about what happen on Sunday. Try to make myself cry yesterday by listening to sad sad song, but it's useless I can't cry. Send to 2 person the chatlog one of them say see already wanna cry the other say you should not cry and say that the person have got no courage to admit his feeling and find a lame excuse which is wanna concentrate on studies that is why cannot be together.

For me I will admit things that is regarding my feelings especially bgr. Because I want to live without regret and I don't want to be bluffing myself and regret after knowing the person is taken. I was once like this and I've learn from my own mistake one self have to be true to their heart and not to hide their emotion to themselves till the day they regret about not doing it. I'll let go of him if he have found his special someone no matter who she is I'll wish them both all the best.

WHAT IS L-O-V-E???

How the hell will I know. Anyway it's VALENTINE'S DAY tomorrow. I bought his present already so people stop asking me have i bought him his present, also don't ask me what i bought for him.

Love is actually between two person who wanna know each other more and that is why they are together. As they are together they spend more time together and they start to have this chemistry between then and also have feeling between then that is why they are together. But being together is not a one way trip it must have a two way which is giving and taking, if there is one way either giving or taking one day the trip will be gone cause there is no return or receive to the person who is give and the person who is taking, which cause the person who s giving to give up on the other person.

Why am I saying all this, I also don't know think it's beacuse what somebody say to me just now.(I'm not going to say who he is coause he know who he is)

LIFE

Last night I watched DAYLIGHT. And i found that life is a very fragile thing, and it make me want to treasure people around me even more cause you may not know what will happen to them the next day or it may be the last time you see the person you quarrel with. So it's better to treasure the person around you as much as you can because you may not know when they will leave you.

Then to those people who have someone in your heart think you pals better let the person know about it because you may not know one day when it's about time you want to tell them that you love them but they are already taken so just let them don't how you feel about them.

As for myself, I also know paper cannot wrap fire. And the fact is that he know I like him but then he is the one who is acting blur about it and treat as if nothing happen. For me since you treat it as if nothing seem to happen and don't know about the whole issue I'll act in the same way till the day come somehow but I'll still treasure you...

Suprises

Nowdayss I keep on have suprises in school cause people like to ask me where is someone. Even my buddy Francis also like to play fun of me, and Jing Zhe like to say me and someone. It irrites me sometimes but what do to. Anyway I like what Wei Ming say TODAY okie shall not say what he say. But it makes me feel so kind of happy after hearing how that person reacts upon the issue.