No Decision

Currently I 'm looking for someone who can motivate me to work hard and study hard. E.T actually make me wanna work hard and study to score good result not for him but for myself and also not to disappoint him as he really put in a lot of effort to teach me=x.

He is so sweet man. Help me to print out some copies of trial paper and ask me to do haha I really appriciate it and will try to complete it by tuesday I hope so.

Saw x.l. just now at Singapore Poly, didn't talk to him but just look at him and he look at me then treat him as if he is invisible and talk to my friends.

The Moment

Recently I've been thinging about a lot of things especially those that happen in the past. Think I should just let down the past in stead of holding on to it so tightly. But words are easier than action I don't know where to start forgetting things happy or not be it or not it's not easy to forget. It's been so long that he is taken and all I can do is just sit down at one conner wishing him and her all the best. So what if we see each another we won't talk just look at each other and do our own things.

No matter what happen to me I don't think he will be bother about it. Listening to some songs remind me of him. So what nothing can bring back the past especially 25 December 2002. It will always be a day I'll never forget. I'll let you go as long as you are happy no point of me holding to you since you have someone in your heart. I truefully wish you all the best with her and your life. May God bless you no matter what happen I'll be by your side.

I may sond foolish but that is all I can do for him. I know he may not even like it but so what I'm willing to do it.