Pissed...

Perhaps I'm just asking too much from you and not wanting to hear the other side of the story of you not making it to go out with me. But do you know how happy was I when I saw you in the library the other day? You know how happy was I when you asked me out? Do you know how it felt like to be send to cloud nine and thrown all the way down when you say you can't go out with me?

Maybe I'm just asking too much from you. Sometimes I just felt so tired about it that I shall just stop everything and ... Nothing is EVER. You will never understand how I feel. =( For the first time I teared...