Disappointed...

Today got prelim, and I think I didn't do well espically for chinese. Gonna disappoint my chinese teacher as for geogerphy didn't really study as not enough time to study.

I've started to think of shorten my life again...I know that's not very good but what can I do when there is no one to be with me and listen to what I wanna say. I'm starting to feel very depress, there is nothing I can do well or good in. And it make me feel like I'm kind of a useless person.

I'm Not A Despo

Someone ask me to be his gf, I'm not going to say who is he. But I rejected him as I don't think it's fair to the person when I've someone in my mind even though he don't mind.

I dare say that I wanna someone to take care of me but I won't accept anyone just like that. As getting into a relationship is not a one person matter and it's not very fair for someone to give in to the other party more that what they should.

I won't accept the person not because he is not good looking or what just because I'm afraid that I'm just a replacement of someone and it isn't fair for me. And it isn't fair for him to go out with a person who is thinking of other people.

Afterall, I'm not getting into a relationship yet as I'm waiting for the speacial someone to appear...