I Really Don't Know...

I seriously don't know what I want. 1 side of me is a yes but the other side of me is telling me to say no. I really don't know. Jennifer was right, I'm afraid of getting hurt. I don't know what I really want, all I can say is that I'm afraid of living in torture like when I was with my best friend's brother. It really sux big time when you're with someone doing whatever things a couple will do but you got no feeling for that person.

I admit I'm finding a hell lot of excuses to run away from what I have to answer now. Cause I really don't know what to say to him. I know he is a nice guy and I don't want to hurt him or like lie to him. So I really don't know what to say to him...Perharps just wait and see for the time being till the time is right.=)