Pain

His birthday is coming. Kind of miss him very much wonder what is he doing. How I wish I can be by his side to celebrate his birthday with him. Just wanted to be by his side very very much but nothing can bring time back.

I simply don't understand what does he mean by we are still friends but don't talk or contact each other anymore. So what's the point of saying that we are still friends?? It really doesn't make sense to me.

Another thing that I'm still in doubt is that why he wanted a break up so sudden and can he at least give me a really reason. Instead of what sounds more like an excuse. All I can say is I still miss him very much...